well thats about where i am now with a friend of mine...
i want to tell her that he (let's call him "bob") doesnt seem to give a shit and that she is really getting on my neves...
they say love is blind but i didnt realize it made u blind as well! she refuses to believe it will last anything short of forever, well i've lived with bob for all his life, he's not a "forever" kinda guy.
she also seems to refuse to see any flaw in him... now, i can only recall 1 case of mass claimed perfection and i dont think bob's last name is "christ".
ur not suposed to ignore their flaws, ur suposed to accept their flaws... the 2 words may b similar but they r far from the same...
i dont want to tell her that bob doesnt seem to care about the relationship because above all else, she is a friend... or at least she was... (idk if she still is or not, but o well, u cant change how ppl see u)... i dont want her to b sad or misrable in any way... hell, she probibly wouldnt believe me anyway, the kid is so blind im surprised she can see the end of her damn nose.i keep trying to tell her about it tho, not straight out "he doesnt fucking care about ur relationship at all" but subtlely..."ya.... bob isnt calling because he's playing video games" "ya, i told bob to call... idk what he's doing, i think he's watching tv" stuff like that... but she just rides it off like playing video games or watching tv is more important than talking to his damn girlfriend.
but whatever... i just dont like how she becomes almost obsessive to the point where she honestly believes he loves her with all his heart and i can tell u this... idt he has ever accually loved anything with even a fraction of his heart.
well i guess i'll end this little rant now... i'll cya next time
thought of the day...
"it's hard to see you nearing the edge of the cliff
and be there to stop u from falling
but u turn my hand away
and fall just the same"
